Shona and Shonimoni part 3 -Jai Shree Radhe Krishna.
It never happened from day one when I picked first Rose from the plant until today that the thorn had pricked me but today, the thorn in rose flower pierced in my index finger, a drop of blood shed from my finger, I was feeling the pain not for this blood drop but for those blood drops when they were shed one year back from Shonimonis fingers same day when she told me the story of Radhe.....so find the answer below why Radhe was flirting with 3 person-------.(Fill in the blank after reading this blog).
Back to Radhe
Drinking Coffee from the cup, Radhe remembered the day when she got a call from hospital that her childhood friend, infact her wouldbe has met with an accident with two other friends,she rushed to hospital and found that Goutham was the only survivor whereas gouthams friends Rohan and Avinash died on spot, upon enquiry it was found that accident happened due to Gouthams negligence and rash driving to meet Radhe in the college on her birthday. Radhe was very sad about gouthams two friends as they have helped Goutham after he has lost his parents in an car accident.But she got her shock of her life when doctor after one month told
( In doctors words)
"I understand the emotions behind those words, Radhe, but it's very complicated.We have observed him over a month now and clearly he has shown us two distinct personalities.Some days even three.The accident has made him develop an MPD.Though it was an accident, Goutham thinks that he is responsible for the death of his childhood friends. Multiple personality disorder made him behave like Avinash and Rohan, some times very soft and some times very aggressive like Rohan"
Doctors requested her to leave Goutham in an mental asylum as he can be destructive some times due to his MPD(Multiple personality disorder) but she insisted stating that she will completely take care of Goutham and will give him round the clock attention, he is in this state of mind because he was deprived of love firstly because he lost his parents and then his childhood friends and if she leaves Goutham, he will never get that love from any one again. She told the doctors about the promises they made to each other and took him from the hospital. She was told by doctors that Goutham need a reason or interest to live or he would go in a state of shock.From that day Radhe tried her best, she told herself that she loved Goutham in every form and she will love the challenge of making him fall in her love for every day. She made preparations with her close friends, to act,to involve and to love him daily and made arrangements in her own company working as a staff.Every Day she used to get up and identified gouthams personality that day and prepared herself.
She used to rush to bus stop and used to ask Goutham, who behaved like Avinash.
Radhe - Has the bus left, asking the man in the bus stop ( with a hope that with her love she will get Goutjam back to normal ).
This incident has left an indelible impression in Shonimonis life, she made me feel the power of love. That day I felt " Love is Eternal ". It is beyond physical and physiological levels and those who attain these levels will be remembered as true lovers in the world, same as RadhaKrishna, who never met in life after they were separated, Radha was married to some other person and Lord Krishna was married to many, but still world remembers only them as rhe sweetest couple even they were never married and never stayed together.
Shonimoni told me that if their love cannot separate Krishna and Radha, why should we separate them and requested me to wish always "Jai Shree RadheKrishna" instead of "Jai Shree Krishna". I don't know but I loved this concept and always used to greet JSRK to Shonimoni whenever we used to speak, partly because I loved this concept and partly because RadhaKrishna will bless both of us and we will never be separated.
We discussed this when we met for the first time spending one day together and that was the ------------------------------------------------ in life. I remember the day when she came to visit a function at my sisters home. She sat before the mirror, looking every inch the bride.I was mesmerised by her reflection itself. Her red and golden attire gave her a mystic touch I had never saw earlier in my life. Her heavy hair was tied up in a knot at the back of her head.Her blood-red lip stick contrasted with her fair skin,as she nervously bit her lip.Her hands were all done up in mehendi, ending a little above her wrists. Her glass bangles jingled as she moved one hand to tuck that one lock of hair which always fell on her face, no matter how well her hair was done.
She was like a bridal doll.Knowing this I was about to go and meet her for first time, I took my steps backward to my sister and have left the place.
Initially my sister scolded me then she understood my feelings and have let me go, she( my sis) went and spoke to Shonimoni about what I discussed with her.Tears rolled out of her eyes which were visible and which were not visible in my eyes when I was driving bike. We did not met that time, have not faced each other but were deeply in love. Her message flashed in my mobile stating "Thanks, Love you Shona"
I was happy that we understood each other so well with out expressing a word, this was followed by another message from my sister" Proud of you Dinesh"
Confused!!!! Why I did not met her, why Shonimoni was happy, why my di sent me that message ? Why a big blank in one of the para and why I felt pain when thorn has pierced me.....wait and wait....Until then.....
"JAI SHREE RADHE KRISHNA".
Note-request you all to greet as Jai Shree Radhe Krishna to ensure that at least Radha is with Krishna in our words and pray for Radhe who is waiting for Goutham to recover......
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